its a risk im willing to takeLove
Sometimes its hard to distinguish
between the two
but it's hard....
not to be attracted to someone
with such beauty and strength as he
specially when he makes laugh
and smile when i don't feel
To him it's lust
for me it's love
I take him in because I'd rather it'd
be me than some other girl
I know I'll get hurt
but for him it's a risk I'm willing
InsomniaInsomnia or Thoughts In The Late-Night-Early-Morning
I lay still awake
Late night early morning thoughts
Running through my head
What happens in the late night early morning dark is this. One stupid song lets out one stupid memory which lets out one whole year of grief which refuses to go back into the little box in the back of my head that I forced it into last year. In one fell swoop it all comes back and then the tears won't stop. My mind grabs at anything in its attempt to put all the tears back in the box in the back of my head where they belong. As it does, my hand reaches for the worn old bear who sits in the corner of the bed, waiting there for just such an occasion. And with the bear clutched to my chest, my mind fights for control of my emotions. It grabs the pen and pad from the floor, the mobile phone for light and sets to work. The light is poor, the eyes are tired, but the tears have stopped.
And the pen is running out.
two letters and an e-mail.one. the first look i got
of this world was
of immac*late porcelain
from above. thanks for
p*tting things in
p e r sp e c t i v e .
two. all i have left of
yo* is n i n e t y- t w o
c e n t s of dr*g money and a
book bo*nd in packing tape.
that is the cost of a
f at h e r .
three. these vowels have a stor [...y]
a or e or i or o--
u never made the list.
w-th--t your e-e-e's and
i-o-u's. g o o d b y e. ]
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